Loving a Love

Loving With Love
Feb 02

Worst gf ever

Am i the worst gf in this world? I guess so.. if not i wont be like this now right? I dont know what happen to me, being the worst gf who can’t even let her love one happy that is sucks, just like me. What i do will never be right to him, all i did is make him worry, make him angry and make him hurt and hate me now. Even though i do make him happy but that just his look i guess, i think deep down in this heart he is not, stupid gf like me can’t make him happy deep down in his heart… if i were a good gf… i wont have hurt him deep down inside right? How stupid i am to hurt him so much, how bad i am to hurt the one n only person i love, but now that i have lose him, i hurt my own heart deep inside  which  is pain deep down inside  that is hard to heal  i wonder how  i’m going to go on in life? Without him. His the only person by my side when i needed him but now that i needed him, his not here, i hope and pray that he will be here with me, i don’t want to be the worst gf for him but i want to be the best gf for him.