Loving a Love

Loving With Love
May 10

Did it change?

It has already been 3 months since i broke up, it is not easy as i think it was. I thought how hard could it be to forget someone, but now that i realise and i tasting it right now i know that is not as easy, just that i’m forcing myself not to think that much… but no matter how much things i do… once i’m alone things will come back the same as is it. I always think i could just forget just like this or forgive just like this… in a click of a hand and its done, but this time no matter how much am i going to click it, this mind of me still remains the same as last time.

Even though i’m full of freedom, that doesnt make me happy, some how something is still missing inside my heart. i know things will never be the same again, how i wish things like this didn’t happen to me. Till now the feelings of me to him didn’t change, because i still do love him.. i don’t care whether his going to read this or not. I say this is because that what i feel in my heart. The love that we had is was the best thing ever in life, the joy and laughter, all this things is hard to get most of the time. 

Love never change if u really love the person deep down inside your heart. It will only change if you don’t trust and care of the person you are with. money cannot buy love, but heart can buy the love.