Wondering
I still wondering what should i do now? Should i tell him that i still in love with him or i should just leave it as it is, and continue being sad and thinking of him all the time? What is the best way for me to let him know how much i still love / like him? Is it still worth is for me to be with him? I think it is. To love someone does require worth or not, but is require trust and wantness of the person. I still don’t know how to face the fact that i can’t forget him which i tot i could, but i fail to do so. each time i saw his name it remains me of him, being with me. The feeling of happyness, love and care is all in there, some how it wont go away from my mind.
What can i do to make him know how much i feel? Will this wonder thing work for me? Is it posibble that it would work? Sometimes i’m thinking, if i wonder too much what on earth will happen to me? Will i get crazy or just normal, i also don’t know. This is scary somehow, and things might be complicated or even worst than it should be, but for no reason i don’t have the fear in me, only thing i have is emptyness in me right now.
